My first BD with out u  / Barb Davis (Sister)
Well Patti, Today is my first Birthday without u, I even had a dream that it was my first without a card from u,, Diane brought me over a cake and a beautiful Sister BD card , God I miss u, I cryed like a baby all day over u not being with me today,I feel like Im losing my mind over losing u, Almost 9 months now and it feels like I just lost u...Its so strange how there r so many times I think I cant go on without u, but somehow God finds a way to keep me going, There r so many times I wish I was dead with u.. Im an empty shell that can speak but cant concentrate All I can say is why did u leave me??  WHY, WHY, WHY did it have to turn out this way..I guess Ill have my answer when Im with u again. I love u Patti and I miss you so much, My heart aches so bad and it will never go away
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this is smething you wuld have said to me  / JOANNE BIERZYNSKI (SISTER)

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't
supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your
heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was
broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love
for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too
fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many
pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness
you'll never get back.

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I need yu so bad  / JO ANNE BIERZYNSKI (SISTER)
Patti,
I need you so much. I am crisis mode and you were aleays there to help. I can't help Bobby and and I am watchng him die before my eyes. You always listened, we always cried together, I am so alone. Please help me from the other side, help me find peace for Bobby and if he has to go tell tim I tried. I love you Patti, I miss you so much.
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I miss u like crazy  / Barb Davis (sister)
Well Patti, One year ago yesterday (4/26/05) we found out that ur were terminailly ill, None us could really believe what the doctor had told u, I remember that moment so perfect it was Me, Diane, Alicia and Tiff who was in the room with u when the news came, You were told u had 6 months or less to live , We said No Way. Little did we know your life would end 4 months later, DEAR GOD I MISS YOU SO MUCH...Deep down b4 we knew u were this sick Diane had a feeling that God was putting distance between me and u for a reason, I use to complain how u never came over , how I couldnt  get u to answer the phone but she thought it was me that was going to die because of my life style,We never thought it would be( Miss Suzy home maker) who was the non partier, who lived for her husband and kids..I wish I could see u, I wish I could talk to u  other then on here cos u cant answer me back, Sometimes I call your phone for Booger or Johns and hear your voice and I wish I could hear it more,In the beginning I watched r movies of us but I cant watch them anymore it hurts to much to see u laughing with me and doing crazy things, I do have some good videos of us...I cant wait to be with u again, Why dont u ask God to bring me up there with u,I ask him all the time but it hasnt happened yet, The only time I dreamt about u is when I dream of Aerosmith, U wasnt kidding when u said Id never have Steven Tyler, U wont even let me have him in my dreams (ha ha) Well enough for now, I love you Patti, and cant wait to see u again
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hi patti  / Tammy Wojcik (sisterin law )
patti it so hard to  believe  its been   8 months that you lefted us all 
poor  barbra shes  still a mess from it and then she started taking  care of karen and frank  she such a good person  at heart  i hope someday she gets a pay payback for being the  nice person shes been  to all  god bless her and you too see you again someday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tammy Close

Happy Easter  / Barb Davis (sister)
Happy Easter Patti..I wish you were here with me,I still miss you like crazy, There are so many times I will look at your picture and can't believe your gone. I just want to scream to  the world, I CAN'T BELIEVE MY SISTER IS GONE...Im not sure if reality has hit me yet, When it does Ill probably snap and end up in a straight jacket!  I know that you are with me everywhere I go, I just wish I could see you and talk to you and laugh with you, I love you sis 
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7 months have gone by  / Barb Davis (sister)
Hi Patti, Well 7 months have gone by since u left us and there isnt a day that doesnt go by that  we dont  talk about u and think of u.Its still so hard to believe u r gone, I cant imagine my first summer without u, No beach, no one to swim with, no one to play raquectball , no vacations, etc...Tiffany misses u so much she always reminds me on the 24th of every month..She is really growing up Almost 15 , ur treatment was a horror to me and Tiff, something we both will never forget We thought for sure that u were gonna make it through it, I still dont understand why u didnt..We miss u so much, u know part of me died when u did, ill never feel whole again, All the crazy things we use to do and say r gone forever, My God, we would come up with some crazy stuff, laugh so hard we couldnt catch r breath,I miss those times so much, No one can ever replace u in my life, I love u Patti and I miss u like crazy, Ill c u on the other side
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Patti Pancakes  / Ann-Ashley Arthur (friend of son john )
Patti,
 I know you may not remember me but i was once good friends with your son John. I can remember all the times he would say how cool you were or how good you were to him and all of his friends, and pretty much anyone. If john or his friends needed anytihng you were always there. I know you are missed very much by so many people. I wish i could have said goodbye to you and i wish that me and john could still be as close as we were but things change. Just remember you will always be apart of so many people's lives and you will live on in our hearts. We will see you soon. Take care!! Close

So many times aday  / Barb Davis (sister)
Hi Patti, There r so many times aday I want to call u and complain about something or call u excited about something and then I realize I cant talk to u..Oh how I miss those 100 times aday phone calls.. Carla justed came by, she has been coming every morning for coffee just like the old days,  Of course she caught me crying like a baby.. Its funny how Carla comes over 5 mornings a week and when Im upset over u, she tells me to be strong  , don't cry, it will get better, etc...... But then Ill look over to Carla and there she sits with tears in her eyes saying " I miss my friend man" ...Some mornings we get crazy like the 3 of us use to, laughing , thinking of the stupidest things and things to say  ..The days we laugh r self to tears r the days we know ur sitting in ur spot with a cup of coffee in ur hand , laughing and joking  right along with us.. I miss u giving me advise on things, u listening and watching my crazy life stlye and never judging me, when things get rough for me I want to turn and run to u and I CANT, I have no where to run to, no one who understands me like u did, I knew u were my sister and that i loved u and we had that special bond, but I never realized what a BIG part of my life u were to me until I lost u And when I lost u, I lost myself Close

Jan 8th 2006 and Im still asking God, Why did you take Patti from me??  / Barb Davis (sister)
First I want to Thank Tia and Ricky for creating this site and Rick for paying for the site because this site is the only way I feel close to you and can talk to you. Diane took a photo from Tooters wedding and had u cropped out and made a  larger size of u and put it in a remember frame for John and gave the kids one, well I never seen the larger pic until I cleaned ur house on Thursday Jan 5th the day Aerosmith played in Orlando. The minute I opened ur door and seen the pic by Johns chair and on the TV, I lost it..I hugged Tipper and we both cryed.  Lets just say I cleaned ur tubs and ur floors with my tears,,Then it was time to clean ur bedroom, John is slowly trying to go through ur things, I seen ur baton, ur high heel sandals ( I knew u'd never wear) ur sneakers and ur pink pants u bought cos u got so tiny, Again I cleaned ur mirrors with tears and I probably shampooed the carpet with my tears..I realized Toots wedding was the last thing we really did together other then Doc Apps and Hospital visits..When I was done cleaning I took little John to Snooks  to hunt, All he did was talk about u and how he was sopose to go see u and he didnt, I told him u didn't want the kids to see u that way, Your kids  tell me they think of u daily. John bought u a BEAUTIFUL clock for Xmas and every hour it plays the same music ur music box plays, None of us went to the Aero concert.. All I could think of was how we always talked in the hospital about US going to the next concert even if I had to take u in a wheel chair..I don't know if there will ever be another Aero concert for me again..Well Karen is very sick again Im taking care of her and Frank, Listening to her cry and in pain brings me back to u when u would lay on my futon and beg me to help u, its horrible to sit there and watch somone suffer and u cant do nothing about it..Diane gave me a beautiful framed pic of u in memory of, Ill scan it later and put it on ur site, Honestly I may have to take the pic off my wall because everytime I look at it , all I do is cry, Out of all the deaths I have endured in the past few years ur death is the hardest on me and I don't think I will ever get over losing u .. Im so sorry u had to suffer the way u did,  Im  so sorry we couldnt save ur life and Im so sorry that we all had to lose u, I know my life must go on without u, but its so hard considering u were an everyday part of my life.. My life on earth has never been worth a damn u know that, I want for me and Tiffany to be with all of u in heaven , unfortuntely I have to wait for God to take us and bring us to u... I hope its soon..I miss u Patti I miss u so much, My heartaches terrilby..Well I guess Ill talk to u later,
With all my love,
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I still think of you often  / Linda Maratea (Friend)
Patti, you made a home in my heart forever, I will never forget you, I know you and Kerry are in heaven and probably have become good friends, I still talk to Barb almost everyday, Thank you Patti for blessing me with such a nice friend.  All your sisters are the best, Your memory will stay with us forever, Love Linda, Mike and Dylan xoxoxoxoxoxox Close

Tangle405@aol.com / Tangley L. DeLaney (Amyloid survivor )
What a wonderful website and what a great tribute to a real fighter. I was so impressed by you and all your sisters at the Orlando Amyloidosis Support Meeting last March as was everyone else that was present. You may have lost the battle but there are those of us that are determined to keep it going as your sisters will attest to. Tomorrow will be a new year. I was given life and yours was taken, why we'll never know. But you and all your family will always be a part of me now and we will always remember you. Patty, God bless you. No one should have to suffer the way you did in this day and age. Close

Christmas has come and gone  / Barb Davis (sister)
Happy belated Christmas Patti, Booger wanted to be with me for Xmas so I took him with me, He cryed for u, poor kid.. He clung to me I guess Im the closet thing to Booger as remembering his mom..Your whole family misses u so much, I wish I could comfort them all, Bj and Kristie called me for Xmas because they couldnt call u..even Moma Betty was  so depressed over u..I miss u SO MUCH, I wish I could talk to u and u answer me back...I miss those days,  I cant wait to be with my family again in heaven, I hope u and mom greet me when I get there..Well sis I love u  I tryed to save u, God wanted u more..Ur in peace now... I think of every day... and I will go on thinking of u forever
I love u,
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Merry Christmas Patti  / Tia Wood (friend & family )
Every time I work on this website, I get sad. Today is the first Christmas many experienced without you. We all know that we are going to die someday, but it doesn't become real until we experience losing someone to death.

You have gone to a place that no one can see, no one can hear or touch. But I know one day we'll all experience that place with you. I know you're there waiting for us to come along. 100 years from now, none of this will be here. I won't have to wake up at 6am anymore to get Faith to school. I won't have to worry about work or heartache and loss. I'll be in that place with you. Then finally I'll understand why you left.

Today, as you walk along with Jesus, ask him to come into the hearts of the ones left behind. Tell him that your family needs you to speak to them. They need to know that you're still around and watching over them. Let them know you hear them by showing little miracles that we often overlook or ignore. Finally, tell Jesus Happy Birthday for me!

When I told Faith about your death, she sat there and looked at me. I asked her if she understood what I had just told her about you. Then she said "She's not hurting anymore." You went home, Patti. I can't wait to come home with you. And I want fresh baked cookies when I get there!

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our first Christmas without you  / JoAnne Bierzynski (sister)
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merry christmas patti  / Tammy Wojcik (sisterlaw)
hi patti i justed talked to barbra shes getting ready to leave to nc to see joanne for the holidays  and booger is going with her  i thought that was good for booger  he needs his family right now but barbra told methat boogers wish was to have you for christmas but he knows that cant happen that almost made me cry !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but he will be okay he has alot of family here that loves him but its not the same as haveing his mom here merry christmas patti we all love you
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Patti, you are an Angel now  / JoAnne Bierzynski (sister)

Patti,
It is so hard with out you. Christmas is just not the same. I keep expecting you to call and ask me what I'm doing like you always did. I kept my promise to send Faith a gift from you..it was hard. I cried the whole time I wrapped it.

I dream about you all the time. I wish I could go back to that fine line and push you back to us. My heart is full of pain for your family, Patti keep them safe, they miss you so bad.

On Christmas Eve at midnight I am going to look in the sky and find your star. I will know when I find you....you'll have the biggest halo, the most beautiful wing and the whites teeth than any other Angel....Patti you earned your wings before God took you. Little sister, you are a hard act to follow. I love you and miss you.

Until we are all together again my memories will have to keep me close to you. Stay close to all of us..we all need you in our heart. It won't be Christmas without you.
Love,
JoAnne

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Lonely Christmas without you sis...  / Rick Wojcik (Brother)
It's about to be Christmas 2005 and it does not feel like Christmas without you Patti. I miss the phone calls and the ability to come visit you. If I only known you were leaving us so soon, I would of visited more. I hope you forgive me. I stopped an visited with John and the kids a couple times. Everyone is lost without you. I hope that you know how much you meant to everyone. I know that people did not tell you they appreciated you much, but trust me, they did! I cry sometimes thinking about how hard you and John worked for what you had and now you are gone. Anyways, if I knew the address to heaven I would send you a Christmas Card. Sorry... Merry Christmas Patti! We all love you! Close

MISSIN YOU PATTI  / Ashley Lee (LIKE AN AUNT )
PATTI I FOUND OUT U HAD PAST ON AND IT REALLY GOT TO ME I REALLY MISS U . I KNOW UR IN A SAFE PLACE AND WATCH OUR EVERY MOVE AS UR WATCHIN OUT FOR EVERY ONE OF US WE ARE THANKING YOU. I LOVED ALL OF OUR FUN TIMES WITH TIFFANY AND BARB AN ALL. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. SEE YOU SOON . 
LOVE DEEP FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART 
                                          ASHLEY.K. LEE
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I MISS U SO MUCH  / Barb Davis (sister/caregiver)
Well Patti in 4 days it will be 3 months u left us..you touched so many hearts in ur life time, I am trying to be there for Bj and John, Ive been cleaning the house for John and YES Im doing ur toilets right!! Thats was r joke remember??your husband is still buying things that u liked..He buys for you. like ur still here..Dayton has grown to like me and Calvin is a cutie..I miss u SOOOOO MUCH..Aerosmith is coming to Orlando in Jan.. Can I go without u??? Im gonna try..Im still waiting on my mesage from u. Where r u?? Come see me in a dream or something.. Im so lonely without u...we did everything together now I sit and do nothing but think of u, I have watched videos of u but when I hear u laugh i have to turn em off..I do believe u r guiding me through alot of things but it isnt the same as u being here, i know Luke misses u, I can tell.. .We all miss u. I will always love u and I am so glad Tiff and I was by ur side through it all...We were blessed to have had all the time to be with u...I only wish I had one more  day to be with u.. but u knew how much I loved u and thats what matters to me the most..Well my dear sister rest in peace now... U will never be forgotten by anyone who knew u
Love u and miss u alot
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