Patti i love you.  / Tiffany Petardi (Niece)
Patti, everything is just so much different sence you've been gone.  And everyday I think what would patti say what would you do and I'm tried of wondering i wanna know. My mom really wants to be with you but i just can't live without her, it's hard enough living without you. Please don't let me loose my mom too. Patti I miss you so much I can't wait to see you again. I love you. Close

happy new year  / Tiffany Pitardi (niece)
Patti, I wish i could of spent newyears with you. I miss you so much and love you so much.  I can't wait to be with you. 

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In Memory of Patti  / JoAnne Bierzynski (sister)
Patti,
Tonight at 8 pm we will light a candle in memory of you and to honor your life. I will never stop missing you. A piece of my heart is missing and nobody can ever fill that void in my heart. You were my sister and my friend. I thought with time the pain of your loss would ease but I miss you just as much today as I did on August 24th, 2005 when God took you home. I feel you in my heart and I know you are watching over us. You are our Guardian Angle. As I light my candle tonight the warmth of the candle will remind me of the warmth in your heart for everyone you touched. Little sister I will always miss you and always love you. Close

I love you  / Tiffany Petardi (neice)

Patti I can't belive that tommorow is starting without you. Even though you'll be there in spirit and in all of our hearts it just won't be the same without seeing your eyes light up, seeing you smile or cry of happiness and standing there for all of us to see. You'll never leave my heart or my mind. I rembmer when you played that nancy drew game the ghost dogs of moon lake. You'd come over everyday with your laptop and that game and we would just sit there and play and get hints off the other computer for hours. I found the book about it just now and it made me think of you, like alot of other things do. You're probally really proud of bogger, He's been doing really good latley. He doesn't even sound the same anymore. I just wanted to say that i love you and miss you so much. Everyone still loves you just as much as they did before and we allways will.   
       
                         
                   Love,  Tiffany

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I love you  / Tiffany Petardi (neice)

Patti I can't belive that tommorow is starting without you. Even though you'll be there in spirit and in all of our hearts it just won't be the same without seeing your eyes light up, seeing you smile or cry of happiness and standing there for all of us to see. You'll never leave my heart or my mind. I rembmer when you played that nancy drew game the ghost dogs of moon lake. You'd come over everyday with your laptop and that game and we would just sit there and play and get hints off the other computer for hours. I found the book about it just now and it made me think of you, like alot of other things do. You're probally really proud of bogger, He's been doing really good latley. He doesn't even sound the same anymore. I just wanted to say that i love you and miss you so much. Everyone still loves you just as much as they did before and we allways will.   
       
                         
                   Love,  Tiffany

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Happy Thanksgiving  / Tia Wood (Honorary Sister )
Happy Thanksgiving Patti!

You obviously know what's going on in my life. However, I don't get to spend holidays with the family anymore. I miss going over and seeing everyone. I want to visit Florida but it costs so much to do that and I'm practically a single mother again.

I remember the holidays me and Faith had with the family. I miss those times. You'll be happy to know that Rick and Michelle treat us like family and if I had a chance to come over on the holidays I know they'd let us.

Hopefully we'll financially have that chance one day for old times sake.
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Patti my heart breaks  / Linda Maratea (Special friend )
My heart breaks as I check in on your web site and see the struggle your family is having with out you. I have grown to love them so and I see the hurt in there hearts, , but know as a friend I will do all I can to make the hurt, hurt just a little less then it does. thank you for bringing great people in my life. Love Linda Maratea Close

I need u in my life  / Barb Davis (Sister)
Well Patti. I really dont know what to say other than Ive thought of u all day , I MISS U SO MUCH  wish u were here to talk to, I need u to listen to me then give me advice just like u use to..Ill never quit missing u, we did everything together..I still cant go places and do things without u...Love u 4ever Barb Close

miss you  / Jennifer Hernandez (niece)
Patti I miss you so much I think about you,my dad, porky,and grandma everyday. I see you my dad and porky in my dreams every night and call me crazy but I hear your voices all the time. I find myself breaking down every single day. Everytime I look at Diante I feel so hurt that he never got to meet you or porky or my dad. I dont know what to do it hurts more and more everyday. well im gonna go I love you and miss and give my love to grandma porky and my dad hope to see you soon Close

Not so little Booger!!!  / Barb Davis (sister)
Hi Sis, John had a barbeque Saturday for Booger and Kristies Birthday, Im sure u r VERY PROUD of Booger, He is being a little man , growing up to be a great kid with A's on his report card and helping John keep the house clean etc...I know Booger is doing it for u, He wants his mom to be proud of him..And I know u r.. I miss u and love u always,
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i love u patti  / Tiffany Petardi (niece)

Patti i love u and miss u. U weren't more like a mother to me u were just like a second mom, and i felt so speical to have two people who care so much about me. I remember when granny died u,me, booger, and my mom all stayed the night at her house and watched thriteen and u told me that if i ever acted like either of those girls u would kick my ass. I'm not that good of a person anymore and I think that's why my life is so bad now because i didn't listen to u and now ur punishing me for acting like that and i thank u for it and i love and will always love u and i hope god can forgive me for all the bad i have done and  i hope u can too. I miss u so much and i hope i'll be in heaven with u when i die. I'm trying to staighten up my life right now but's hard. But i know that i still have a whole family that cares and loves me and my mother and is there for us like u were and ur still my heart. I had a dream about u the other night everybody was at dianes house. U and my mother came out of a room and u looked at me said well tiffany hows life treating u and hugged me. It felt so real i was crying in my dream like crazy. The next morning i looked at all of our old pictures and found pictures from Kentucky i wasn't right that day i felt so lost without u and i really do miss u and love with all my heart. I know ur still here with me and i'll never get over ur death but i will always cry, remember, and love u till the day i die and hopefully i'll be with u. love your niece tiffany.

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My Friend  / Linda Maratea (friend)
Dear Patti, Barb needs you so, send her a sign that it is OK for her to move on, she can honor your name by being all that she can be. Barb is my new and wonderful friend but I cannot seem to help her threw this pain. Patti you were the very best, Love Linda Close

HAPPY BIRTHDAY  / JO ANNE BIERZYNSKI (SISTER)
Happy Birthday Patti! You would have have been 39 today.  I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I will never stop missing you. Close

Its so hard  / Barb Davis (Sister)
Hi Patti. I wanted to write to u on aug 24th but couldnt do it...I miss u. I MISS U SOOOO MUCH, The other day Tiffanys hair got stuck to my blouse and we laughed so hard All I  wanted to do was call u and tell u we could braid r hair together to become siamese twins (This is something only me and Patti would understand) I want to play rachquect ball with u I want to do everything we use to do.. And it will never happen again,, Everyone seems to be worried about me.. They say Im doing things to numb my pain and they all see me slowly killing myself and I dont care because it will get me to u faster and u know what? They r right.. Alicia told me I have Tiffany to live for and she is right.. But Damn it was always u tiff me and booger..Diane brought up r Tuesday movie days, I miss it so much...Patti. u see me, u see how Im fading away. I cant get over ur death as much as I try,,,I want to get a job... but where? Everywhere I would work would be where me and u worked together. I think of the Grand Vista days when u hid behind the curtain. If there is any way u can from heaven, Please try to help me become Barbara again ur death was a heavy blow to my heart,,, Im wasting away and know I am and dont want to do anything about it.. Please help me if u can Love u always
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you left us 1 year ago today  / JO ANNE BIERZYNSKI (SISTER)

Patti,
It is hard to believe that 1 year ago today you left us. The pain is just a strong today as it was then. I miss you and love you and I don't think I will ever stop missing you. you were an angel when you were born and you are an angel now. i went to church and lit a candle in your memory, I asked God to keep you close to him and I asked God to make your family strong. They miss you so much. I pray in time the happy memories will take the place of void you left in my life. My little sister I love you today and always.

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1 year since I last saw you  / JoAnne Bierzynski (sister)
Patti,
Today is 1 year since I last saw you alive. I still have the video on my phone saying goodbye to you. I should have never left....maybe I could have held on to you, maybe you would have fought harder....maybe we could have kept you safe. In 2 more days you will be gone for a year. It has been the loneliest year of my life. So many things have gone wrong since you left us, I guess we never realized how you held us all together. On Thursday at 12:40 pm I will light a candle in honor of your lfe, I will pray so hard and hope you hear me, I want you to know how much you meant to me and how sorry I am for leaving you, I should have been with you when you crossed the bridge. I am glad tht you are at peace and so very sad that you are gone. I will always love you little sister. Close

My 1st Birthday without you  / JoAnne Bierzynski (sister)
Patti, I think about you every day. last year on this day you told me you were sorry you couldnt send me a Birthday card and my lottery ticket like you did every year, you were in the hospital and just had your SCT. Just talking to you made me happy You were doing so good. This year I can't even force myself to go to the mail box because I know there is no card from you. If I could just talk to you it would be ok. I have so much to tell you, I miss you every day. I love you Patti. Close

Happy 4th of July  / Barb Davis (Sister)
Happy 4th Patti,
Its been a while since I wrote to u on here but as u know I took care of Karen , Now she is with u Im sure..Well this time last year we were in Tampa going through ur treatment, I miss u so much.. July 7th One year later the day u were hospitalized The new Pirates movie comes out in the movies, Ill be going to see it with Tiffany, Im sure Ill cry through the whole movie thinking of u.. How I wish u could go with me to the movies.. Karen died June 13th at 5:10 pm.. Her daughter came and held her hand. I know that made Karens life complete..Im still taking care of her husband, I dont know what to do with him..Patti there still isnt a day that goes by that u arent on my mind..I think of some of the things we use to do and want to call u and laugh over them..Tiffany misses u so much.. There r alot of thing Tiffanys would love to talk to u about..I cant wait to be with u all again, I love u so much.. ++++++++++Love and MISS U, Barb Close

I miss yu so much  / JO ANNE BIERZYNSKI (SISTER)
Patti,
last year at this time we were full of hope. You were in the hospital getting ready for your stem cell transplant. Now you are gone and nothing will ever be the same. I miss you so much. Your beautiful smile is etched in my mind and the pain in my heart will never go away. You were my baby sister and now you are my angel. I love you Patti. Close

Happy Mothers Day  / Barb Davis (sister)
Happy Mothers Day Patti, Today will be rough on ur kids and husband, I hope that u give them a sign that u r with them today, Miss u ,Barb Close